ageha: Made@Jounins (Misc ★ Camera)
Just one exam left! *cheers*

These days I'm going to the neighbourhood library, since they ask for Students ID in the uni (not my uni, of course lol) one. This one's a bit further and only 5 mins away from the beach woes. Here are some pics from the way there (event though no one cares lol)

Piccies! )

On the other hand omg Prologue of Patch *____________* I know we have the previews of the PV and all that but omg I'm still fixed on those blurry keitai videos. Just. Oh god. It looks so pretty you know? Like, PV or dramas have a different atmosphere altogether: the ambientation, the camera angles, the photography, the possible YokoHina interaction... It makes me a little sadface I didn't choose something more artistic as a major, but let's face it, I lack the talent nor the backbone to do something of the sort. I am a person who likes to follow a leader and just to as she's told. Responsabilities stress me so much because I always strive for perfection. But yeah, shiny *___* And I've been working on this post for so long that the SCP performances are already out! So a couple of thoughts:
  • WW: Man, they look SO HAPPY! Alissa pointed out that they always do but it was like, something that really hit me this time, how much fun they were having and how it looked like they were about to burst laughing. Also, I can has Kura tummy *___* and wtf that hip roll, Ryo lol
  • BJ: It just felt like Eden II *laughs* Which, of course, it's good! I love this song but I always feel it's a really hard one to sing, for some reason. But anything with instruments will have my approval :DV

Changing of subject again, anyone who knows me will know that I hate conflicts. I avoid them. I try to ignore them until I have to face them. And this time has come. The issue is well, to keep it short, a month or so ago people from my class were going to have dinner and then clubbing - I couldn't go to the dinner, so with J and E, who couldn't either because they had a project to do, we planned to go later to the party and meet at 23:20 at a underground station. At about 9 I receive a message from J telling me that they won't be able to come, so I am all emo and decide to go to sleep early to avoid self-destructive issues. I am awoken not even an hour later (about 11:45) with a phone call from E, asking why aren't we there (I am always extremely punctual) and nearly crying because everything closes at 12 ans she couldn't go back to her home, that is in the outskirts. I tell her to hurry and come to my house, so the thing is - they had a fight and J sent that message to... well, fuck her up, being myself a co-victim. You can't imagine how angry I was. So, from this day on I kind of... ignored J, until two days ago she sent me a text saying "You've been rather cold, I want to talk to you after exams". And I am like... WELL I DON'T. It's just. Urgh. I hate this =_______________=

Also, we wanted to go to China as a family trip, but everything is booked and the remaining prices are too high - so with mom we started searching for other places (like Canada or New York) and then dad got angry because he wanted to go to China. WTF. It seems like I'm the adult one here, always trying to plan things in advance and adapting... *sighs* I just feel that whenever I announce any project I have, it inevitably ends in a disaster...

So, that was probably most boring entry ever. Kudos if you read it all lol Some cute fanart to make up for it!
 
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ageha: Made@Jounins (Eito ★ YokoMaru)
So today I finally sat down and started to look at what are my options when I finish my degree.

I know it's still early given that I'm in my second year of college, but I've always been the kind of person that needs to have everything planned in advance - even if it's something not definitive, I like to have a more or less fixed goal.

So this is it. It's still early to send a mail, but they accept international students and seems such a nice research center ♥ It is also kind of a gut feeling, so I can't add much more lol I'll also try to get a Monbukagakusho Scholarship, given that it's always easier for them to take you in if you yourself can pay your stay *laughs*

Also, I'm now a proud (?) owner of a Nikon 5000D, so if anyone knows about photography I'll gladly listen :D

Sorry for the lack of commenting, but this weeks are really loaded with work and I'm still adjusting

Starlight

Jan. 23rd, 2010 12:38 am
ageha: Made@Jounins (Eito ★ Hold my hand)
I'll probably neglect the commenting like I've been doing on my latests posts, but I'd really like to hear everyone out :DV Meme from [livejournal.com profile] chimericalyours and [livejournal.com profile] la_soffitta:

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Monday is the first final of the six I have. Feeling extremely nervous, especially when my concentration cracks and I spend hours looking at the same page and I'm all like 'shit I can't waste time like that'. I'm prone to have anxiety attacks lol

(Why do I post the most when I'm on a hiatus, I wonder)

おやすみ!
ageha: Made@Jounins (Yoko ★ B&W)
These days I've been spending so much time at the uni that when I return home I really have no energy to answer posts. I keep telling myself I'll do it on the weekend, but then I don't and when 1+ week has gone by, I feel stupid answering to them. And on the other hand, I spend that time on MSN and twitter, which is more typing so... it's not suposed to make sense, I guess. I'm also up to date to everything eito related, but too lazy to post my reactions?

So, sorry to all of you! I do read them, I promise D: I'm hesitant to call this a hiatus because that means I'll be on hiatus forever so... Just expect little consistency? :D?

ageha: Made@Jounins (Kinki kids ★ Tsuyoshi: Yellow)
*types down*

Hello! :D? I'm writing this in a piece of paper at work because it's really quiet (no clients :O!) even though I'm alone. So, yet another RL update!

Uni: Still missing a mark, the one I'm afraid of failing D: It's been more than a month already (it was our first exam) but I'm not sure I want to know it either LOL The other five went fine~~
Unrelated but not really, it's a bummer than I don't have a 2-weeks holiday after February exams like they do at most of the other uni's. Mum said she would have liked to take me to Japan to see the cherry trees blossom WOES

Work: I'm starting 40 hours/week starting next week (aka death). I have double turn on two days so it will be pretty hectic. I keep thinking this is for Japan in order to endure it LOL Oh, life. On other news, the other day (finally!) there wasn't any extra/missing money at the end of the dat (if ant Spanish reader knows the translation to "cuadrar caja" I'll be forever grateful. Basically, it's the difference between the money you are supposed to have and the one you really have.)
Also, two of my coworkers told me I resemble Anne Hathaway form the "The princess diaries" film. Counting them, it's been like... 7-8 people who have told me in all my life? I feel flattered <3

Going out: Yesterday I went clubbing to a gay disco with some gay friends (I was literally the only hetero of the group but I didn't feel out of place at all <3) Fun times. I kept thinking that Yasu would have loved the place LOL Uni gay friend kept hitting on high school friend. I was amused. Also, I thing this is the first time I have... touched?groped? so much flesh because the dance style there is "perreo" (my lovely dictionary tells me it's 'juke' in english) LOL They also gave us a condom with the entrance ticket which I don't think I'll use in a very long time. I exchanged mine with one of my friend so he'll think of me when he gets some LOL As always, I was hit on by weird guys (it's a ritual already) but one of the waitresses invited me to a drink :DDDD
Also, tomorrow I'll be dressed as a maid for the maid café in a con. We also have a karaoke with JE songs :D I sneaked a couple of Shiina Ringo's too : DDD

Random: The girl I tutored called me the other day to thank me because she passed her exans, It was so--- weird, but it also made me happy.

Also, I received a package! Photo of the goods~~~Yeah, I still didn't have the DVD, ok? CD's are [profile] kaede_hikari 's


And that's all! Last month's (?) life resumed in less than 1000 words.

<3!!

ETA: people on twitter already know, but the husband of my friend's sister was manager of Ellegarden ;A;


ageha: Made@Jounins (Ohkura ★ Sumer scent)
Exams are over, so now I have three months of holidays until my second year at uni starts :DV I've started work today too- I just work 30h/week as a cashier, so I'm not earning that much, but hopefully it will kind of finance my trip to Japan next summer? I hope I don't fail any subject, because this means I'll have to study during the summer for September exams D: Keep your fingers crossed for me!

I've only slept three hours today, so I'm heading off to have a nap. Sorry for being such an awful commenter this past month (specially this past week!) D: I'll try to comment a little bit to this past entries tomorrow?

<3!!
ageha: Made@Jounins (Eito // Yay!)
I have a 7'4/10 out of my cellular biology exam! I'm so, so glad I didn't fail *____________* I mean, I didn't think it had gone badly but I was really, really worried *_______* Out of the other who exams, I think I'm going to fail physics, but maths was good :D And tomorrow zoology! *goes off to study again*

Also, has anyone seen the latest Can!Jani? Please, tell me I'm not the only one who, even though I felt pity for them, couldn't stop laughing. I can't wait for the second part!
ageha: Made@Jounins (Eito // Yay!)
I have a 7'4/10 out of my cellular biology exam! I'm so, so glad I didn't fail *____________* I mean, I didn't think it had gone badly but I was really, really worried *_______* Out of the other who exams, I think I'm going to fail physics, but maths was good :D And tomorrow zoology! *goes off to study again*

Also, has anyone seen the latest Can!Jani? Please, tell me I'm not the only one who, even though I felt pity for them, couldn't stop laughing. I can't wait for the second part!
ageha: Made@Jounins (Yoko // Finger)
I was finally able to register to a Chinese forum <3 The visual reward was 24 photos with the hobo!beard of Ryo (of which I had only seen a couple), that I don't know whether to love or hate. It is hilarious nonetheless <3 I have also found Kyo to Kyo JS photos, a golden mine of Jwebs (oh, if I knew Chinese...) and lots of Subaru random photos. I wonder if I should repost some of this to the coms, but some of them are so old I'm afraid I'd be reposting something people have already seen.

*off to do chemistry problems*
ageha: Made@Jounins (Yoko // Finger)
I was finally able to register to a Chinese forum <3 The visual reward was 24 photos with the hobo!beard of Ryo (of which I had only seen a couple), that I don't know whether to love or hate. It is hilarious nonetheless <3 I have also found Kyo to Kyo JS photos, a golden mine of Jwebs (oh, if I knew Chinese...) and lots of Subaru random photos. I wonder if I should repost some of this to the coms, but some of them are so old I'm afraid I'd be reposting something people have already seen.

*off to do chemistry problems*
ageha: Made@Jounins (Eito // OhRyo: V)
Well, exams are over for this year. A Christmas of non-stop studying awaits me though, so wish me luck =/

On a brighter news, I got my bangs cut a la Fujii Lena and I quite like how it turned out =3 I'm also changing my layout soon, probably I'll insert a badly-done Kanjani header to match up with my current obsession. I'm also seriously considering changing my username because this one is old and quite embarassing sometimes =/ But it's15$ and I'm not rich, so I'm still thinking about that.

And, that's the update in my life <3 I've finally finished watching RnK #9, so I think it's time to go to bed.
ageha: Made@Jounins (Eito // OhRyo: V)
Well, exams are over for this year. A Christmas of non-stop studying awaits me though, so wish me luck =/

On a brighter news, I got my bangs cut a la Fujii Lena and I quite like how it turned out =3 I'm also changing my layout soon, probably I'll insert a badly-done Kanjani header to match up with my current obsession. I'm also seriously considering changing my username because this one is old and quite embarassing sometimes =/ But it's15$ and I'm not rich, so I'm still thinking about that.

And, that's the update in my life <3 I've finally finished watching RnK #9, so I think it's time to go to bed.
ageha: Made@Jounins (@$%&#!!!)
Que asco de día. He llegado a la uni por la mañana para descubrir que no tenía prácticas, al volver me he dejado la carpeta en el tren y cuando he ido a coger otro para ir a L'Hospitalet... Los trenes iban con retrasos de más de media hora! Y la batería del móbil para avisar a mis padres decide ese momento para acabarse. He acabado yendo en metro y al (finalmente) volver a casa para quitarme las lentillas... se me cae una y me he estado diez minutos para encontrarla. Y miércoles examen de mates >A< Guh, y además hoy han sacado mogollón de subs de Kanjani...

Siento que una de las pocas veces que actualice sea para quejarme... U_U
ageha: Made@Jounins (@$%&#!!!)
Que asco de día. He llegado a la uni por la mañana para descubrir que no tenía prácticas, al volver me he dejado la carpeta en el tren y cuando he ido a coger otro para ir a L'Hospitalet... Los trenes iban con retrasos de más de media hora! Y la batería del móbil para avisar a mis padres decide ese momento para acabarse. He acabado yendo en metro y al (finalmente) volver a casa para quitarme las lentillas... se me cae una y me he estado diez minutos para encontrarla. Y miércoles examen de mates >A< Guh, y además hoy han sacado mogollón de subs de Kanjani...

Siento que una de las pocas veces que actualice sea para quejarme... U_U
ageha: Made@Jounins (Misc // Book)
Finalment demà començo les classes de la uni. Ja he conegut a gent per les jornades d'acollida i la matrícula, però t'espantes una mica quan descobreixes que un dels teus companys faltarà un parell de setmanes perquè té que anar a les olimpiades mundials de química. Tothom sembla haver-hi participat quedant dels primers en les olimpiades de Catalunya =/

En noticies una mica més positives, ara puc veure videos de l'ordinador a la tele. La temptació és molt forta.

JE-related. I'm a little bit dissapointed that the theme song for Ryusei no Kizuna will be an Arashi song. I was hoping for a Ryo/Nino duet, or even a Kanjani8 song. Oh well.
ageha: Made@Jounins (Misc // Book)
Finalment demà començo les classes de la uni. Ja he conegut a gent per les jornades d'acollida i la matrícula, però t'espantes una mica quan descobreixes que un dels teus companys faltarà un parell de setmanes perquè té que anar a les olimpiades mundials de química. Tothom sembla haver-hi participat quedant dels primers en les olimpiades de Catalunya =/

En noticies una mica més positives, ara puc veure videos de l'ordinador a la tele. La temptació és molt forta.

JE-related. I'm a little bit dissapointed that the theme song for Ryusei no Kizuna will be an Arashi song. I was hoping for a Ryo/Nino duet, or even a Kanjani8 song. Oh well.
ageha: Made@Jounins (Misc // Book)
Finalment he entrat a Biotecnologia.

És hora de dir adéu a tota mena de via social. Mai un horari havia sigut tan terrible.
ageha: Made@Jounins (Misc // Book)
Finalment he entrat a Biotecnologia.

És hora de dir adéu a tota mena de via social. Mai un horari havia sigut tan terrible.