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[ageha]

I've been meaning to write this post since this morning, but I quite couldn't bring myself to. I still think I can't - like it hasn't truly sank in. I've been crying all morning over it, but I'm also trying to get some work done - he has far proven that what he wants the least is to make us worry. I truly, really admire him in a way I can't quite express. He is an amazing human being. This will sound clichéd and repeated all over the posts, but I'm truly grateful I've been able to know him, even like this. I wish I could do something more than just being here.

Also, as you've been noticing, I've been neglecting my flist and comments. I wanted to catch up this weekend, but I don't think I'll be able to. So I'm announcing it now - I'm going into a hiatus until June and my exams end. I'll still be reading LJ and tweeting, but I don't think I'll be doing much more - my energy has been lacking lately. Sorry.

Still can't believe how normal he sounded in Recomen ):